I have not learned to be inconspicuous in an audience.
  
I have this obsession with pictures and my camera, and yes my kids sometimes find this annoying, but whatever....
I should have been a photographer, and when I eventually grow up,  I plan to be.  For now I am the annoying "wanna be" who lacks professional courtesy towards others where picture taking is concerned.  I have no qualms about hip checking granny out of the way for a good shot.
The way I see it,  it's memories and for me the visual side of the memory is more precious than anything one could ever own (other than your own children).  If I am ever asked to take pictures for someone (as I did today) or have opportunity to just do so, I do and enjoy that.
So.... here I am, dissatisfied with the best seat in the house in the front row.  I'm the twit moving around in front of the stage like a paparazzi striving for the best shot of my daughter dancing with our teacher and good friend Asha.  It's a little ironic considering I would go through such effort to get "the shot" when I have my SLR camera set on "dummy" mode.  
I wonder where Kyrsti received her level of talent.  When I was a kid, I was an overweight nerd who struggled at everything.  It's wonderful to see she did not inherit that gene from me.
I could never possibly have had anything to display at a talent show growing up (except eating quickly), I think the kids likely would have thrown tomatoes at me anyways.   I admire the kids that found courage to show off their stuff today.  I have dance competition next month and am starting to develop unruly butterflies, actually big fat hairy moths... perhaps a dry heave if I think about it long enough.  
I think I kinda look like "Baby" in the early stages of Dirty Dancing.  
Last year I did a karate demo at the school with Kyrsti at the talent show.  I performed a san chin test (where she stands still whilst I beat on her).  It was fun, but I don't think the crowd sensed "fun".  You know that awkward kind of quiet...  I guess you had to understand the style to appreciate our demo.  "Hair Massacure Mom Beats minor - looking smug".  Probably not our best choice, so I'm glad she picked dance this year.   More crowd pleasing I suppose.
Back to the fact that I was proud, and it looked really good and her partner is an amazing teacher.  
To all you Primeau kids who performed today - way to go!!
i think they performed very well :) hard to select which one did much better :)
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